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Leaf Dancing

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“When it nears the line in the middle of the road, it stops. It starts to spin—vertically, on its sturdy stem—so slowly at first that I can’t recognize what is happening. But there is no mistaking how vertical it is, and that it could not maintain this position at all if it were not twirling, even in the gauzy, distracted way of a gamine princess.”—Anita Sullivan

The Highest Cauldron 

By Anita Sullivan

Fallen laughter.
Fallen laughter.

Anita Sullivan

EUGENE Oregon—(Weekly Hubris)—10/5/2015—Here is what I see. An asphalt road winding uphill ahead of me, dappled by shadows from late summer trees. As I lean into a long right-hand curve, a large yellow leaf, probably a Bigleaf Maple, skitters out from the left side of the road directly into my path, like a pedestrian crossing without looking both ways for traffic. When it nears the line in the middle of the road, it stops. It starts to spin—vertically, on its sturdy stem—so slowly at first that I can’t recognize what is happening. But there is no mistaking how vertical it is, and that it could not maintain this position at all if it were not twirling, even in the gauzy, distracted way of a gamine princess.

There is no wind. Quickly, I check the trees on either side, the tall grasses beside the road as well. They are motionless. The leaf is dancing for some other reason. It wobbles, too or, rather, begins to tip, but then with a rush of something like desperate ecstasy, it rights itself for that last three full seconds of fandango panache directly in front of the oncoming metal bumper that will soon destroy it. . . .

I blink. I slow to a crawl while the leaf completes its last pirouette, falls over, and resumes a horizontal position on the pavement. Surely I have not just witnessed a blatant flouting of certain of the smaller laws of biology and physics! There may be no general breeze in the vicinity, but I obviously failed to discern the maverick eddy prowling along the ground, small enough to have lifted a single leaf and make it into a temporary puppet clown. Right?

But no, I’ve seen this happen before and, this time, the boldness and clarity of the leaf’s actions finally convince me. That silly, fragile, skittish bit of flotsam out there is carrying on a totally atypical act of frivolity—laughter in pure form.

I don’t know if leaves need to break away and dance from time to time, but they do it nonetheless. And could these sometime surreptitious botanical outbursts be simply another example of Nature’s normal tendency to redundancy, experimentation, excess? Or are the leaves actually getting away with something unauthorized? Either way is fine with me.

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Born under the sign of Libra, Anita Sullivan cheerfully admits to a life governed by issues of balance and harmony. This likely led to her 25-year career as a piano tuner, as well as her love of birds (Libra is an air sign), and love of gardening, music, and fine literature (beauty). She spent years trying to decide if she was a piano tuner who wrote poetry, or a poet who tuned pianos. She traveled a lot without giving way to a strong urge to become a nomad; taught without becoming a teacher; danced without becoming a dancer; and fell totally in love with the high desert country of the Southwest, and then never managed to stay there. However, Sullivan did firmly settle the writing question—yes, it turns out she is a writer, but not fixed upon any one category. She has published four essay collections, a novel, two chapbooks and one full-length book of poetry, and many short pieces in journals. Most recently, her essay collection The Rhythm Of It: Poetry’s Hidden Dance, indulges her instinct to regard contemporary free-verse poetry as being built upon natural proportional rhythm patterns exhibited in music and geography, and therefore quite ancient and disciplined—not particularly “free” at all. This book was a finalist for the Montaigne Medal from the Eric Hoffer Book Award. More about her books can be found on her website: www.anitasullivan.org. The poet-piano-tuner-etc. also maintains an occasional blog, “The Poet’s Petard,” which may be accessed here here. (Author Head Shot Augment: René Laanen.)

2 Comments

  • Jean Nolan

    What a delicious, joyous meditation on the commonplace. I truly LOVE this, Anita. It is poetry, it is breathtaking, and I believe, absolutely, in the laughter of – things not thought to laugh. Really, a small leaf, dancing in ecstasy to celebrate its demise. What a glory. Thank you for an image that will stay with me.