Assholes at the Front of the Yoga Class: Asana in America
“I am working my way—again—through X-rays and skull scans, but I have, finally, come to the conclusion that Yoga as we practice it, as we are taught it, in the West, is not what the doctor, or the mythical ‘Father of Yoga,’ Patanjali, ordered. Yoga, whether ‘branded’ Iyengar, Ashtanga, Vinyasa or ‘Hot’—and leave it to America to brand and market a spiritual practice as ‘Hot’—has degenerated into a hierarchical institution, a big business, a militaristic system of certifications and, worst of all, a congeries of ego fixes, ‘performances,’ body displays, sublimated ‘eros,’ and, and, and . . . .” Elizabeth Boleman-Herring
By Elizabeth Boleman-Herring
“Asana was only developed 80 or 90 years ago. Patanjali (author of the ancient yoga sutras) was talking about sitting poses. Headstands weren’t done when Patanjali was alive. Asana came from Indian military exercises. Indians are small people next to the British, and they developed a series of calisthenics to make them strong. They were already flexible, and they also wanted to do sitting poses. They named it Ashtanga due to the eight limbs of yoga, and asana is one of them, but just why somebody called it that, who knows why? Those sequences have nothing to do with real Ashtanga yoga, the eight limbs of yoga.”—Glenn Black, longtime Yoga teacher, The Omega Institute
“Most people have a limited view of yoga and approach it as a physical discipline; that’s what can make it mediocre. Awareness and consciousness are no longer emphasized, and yoga somehow became relegated to physical exercise. You need to do in-depth, serious practice in pranayama and yoga nidra, and hope for higher stages of yoga to happen. Now, everybody takes what they want, but it really gets back to the yamas and the niyamas. If someone’s an asshole, it doesn’t matter how he does the pose, he’s still gonna be an asshole.”—Glenn Black
TEANECK New Jersey—4/22/2013—Alas, Gentle Readers, when I returned to America in the late 1990s, and resumed the Yoga practice I had begun in Europe in 1982, I fell into the hands of . . . assholes. Some were willfully negligent and brutal; others were innocently negligent and just plain ignorant but, to extrapolate, as Glenn Black says, “it doesn’t matter how he does the pose, he’s still gonna be an asshole.”
There is simply no other way to say it. Yoga in America is an abomination, and we—all of us in the American Yoga community—need to set about changing it, before more of us literally break our necks, hips, backs and, most important, spirits.
In 2010, performing an asana called the Drop-Down Backbend, or Urdhva Dhanurasana, I broke my lumbar spine at the L4/5 vertebrae.
Well, that’s at least one way of phrasing it. One simple, true, factual way.
Just as accurately, I might state that in 2010, my then-Yoga-teacher-trainer, a many-times-certified Iyengar Yoga adept—and an asshole of the first water—broke my lumbar spine at the L4/5 vertebrae by compelling me (the last, and by far the oldest, in a line of student-teachers in training) to perform Urdhva Dhanurasana. (For a please-do-not-ever-do-this-at-home look at precisely how my back broke, I offer this YouTube video as graphic illustration: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=me-6g4svb0Y. Do not, please, try this at home alone.)
Now, only another Yogini with many decades “invested” in Yoga (actually, invested in her “self” in Yoga) will understand that, through the long process of my spinal fusion surgery, recovery, and return to the mat, I never once considered giving up Yoga-as-I-knew-it, as I had been rigorously taught it. In addition, I felt—at my core—that the “fault,” the responsibility for my broken back (my ganglion cysts, my bulging cervical disks, my burgeoning arthritis, the disappearance of the “arches” of both my palms), lay with the student, with this student, not with my teachers; not with the assholes at the front of my master classes.
Somehow, I had been found lacking. Somehow, my body had been found lacking by Yoga. If I just tried harder, if I just performed asana more “consciously,” I would heal; I would avoid further injury; I might even reach my always-ultimate-stated goal, samadhi, or enlightenment.
Yoga, like any addiction, bends us backward this way, away from the simple truth.
It is three long years later and, this past month, in class I (yet again) injured my cervical spine—my neck, Civilians—executing another pose, and one that in fact puts little real weight, little pressure, on either the skull or neck. In my case, however, last Tuesday night’s Prasarita Padottanasana was the straw that all but broke this camel’s neck [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJGvClXXffM].
After the class—taught by a teacher I’ve known since my arrival in New Jersey—and pumped up on endorphins, I felt no immediate pain but, in the night, I woke with a crushing headache that persisted for three days and which has now abated to a certain extent, but not left me. In addition, the disks in my neck crackle now like glass ground under foot, and my thoracic and lumbar spinal vertebrae are distorted; their supporting muscles in spasm.
I am working my way—yet again—through X-rays and skull scans, but I have, finally, come to the conclusion that Yoga as we practice it, as we are taught it, in the West, is not what the doctor, or the mythical “Father of Yoga,” Patanjali, ordered. Yoga, whether “branded” Iyengar, Ashtanga, Vinyasa or “Hot”—and leave it to America to brand and market a spiritual practice as “hot”—has degenerated into a hierarchical institution, a big business, a militaristic system of certifications and, worst of all, a congeries of ego fixes, “performances,” body displays, sublimated “eros” and, and, and . . .
American Yoga is the province now, very largely, of assholes. At the front of the class, certainly, but also back here with the corps, where we’ve been avidly drinking the Kool-Aid and breaking our own necks.
I am only beginning to tease apart this nexus of addiction and narcissism, but I am in no wise alone. It has taken me a recurring ganglion cyst, two reversals of the natural curve of my cervical spine, and a $250,000. lumbar fusion—I am a slow, stubborn learner and a three-decades-long practitioner of “heroically performed” asana—but even I can learn.
Still, it is a testament to the stubbornness and resilience and basic humility of the tribe who practice and teach Yoga on the middle-management level here that it has taken about 40-50 years for us to smell a rat; and to begin lobbying for another Yoga entirely, for a return to something lost in the mists of time.
And, if the people I’ve spoken with here in New York City (all devoted and acclaimed former Yoga teachers who are now all badly injured former Yoga teachers) are anything to go by, we really don’t yet know what should or will come next. We only know what should not, which is just about everything now being “sold,” packaged and marketed by the big, internationally trademarked Yoga juggernauts.
So, no more “gurus” for me. No more “received wisdom.” If it doesn’t feel right to my particular body at any particular point in time, I’m not doing it. I don’t care if everyone else in the room is doing Revolved Triangle, my neck no longer revolves for anyone. And if most Yogis are trying to hold a pose for three minutes, I’m coming out of it the moment my body whispers, “Uncle,” even if I’ve barely got into the asana.
Amazingly, I have found that I can just say, “No,” at the very moment my body says, “No.”
I got where I am today—fused vertebrae, excruciating pain, and bones bleeding fluid (well, that’s what a ganglion cyst is, after all) by following the teachings of assholes.
The only way out—while still continuing to do body work—is by following my instincts, pretty well trained by this point in time to separate baby from bath water. If it hurts me, it ain’t happening on my mat.
You’d think that would have been an easy thing to call, but then you don’t know runners in America, weight lifters in America, dancers in America, etc., etc. Give us a church, give us a pure art form, and we will somehow find a way to make it competitive.
I was once much, much wiser.
My mother, who loved me, but who also loved ballet and saw, early, that I would be tall and flexible, lobbied me into taking class in the 1950s. I hated it from Day One, but I did it for my mother.
Until toe shoes came into the picture, and I literally put both feet down. I would not go up on pointe. Ever. End of story. The pain, I can still remember.
But, somehow, in the decades ensuing, I was seduced by something not so very unlike “the red shoes,” and I have allowed Yoga, and the certified assholes who teach it across this land, to break me on their cruel little dhanurasanas. I participated wholeheartedly in my own injury, as well. But no more.
I do not have too much else to relate at this point (ahead, I have so much to unlearn, re-learn and learn for the first time), but I would direct any of my readers who practice Yoga, anywhere in the world, but especially in big-name American Yoga mills and studios, to read the two articles I append here below, and read them carefully. Your life may depend on it.
PS Also, you Yoga teachers, certified, half-trained and untrained—out there teaching big classes coast to coast across my birth country—do me and your students a favor, please. Take a long look in the mirror and ask yourself if you’ve ever injured a student. You know the answer. If you have, you’re one of those assholes Glenn Black speaks of, and you need to make amends, big time, starting now. Stop. First, do no harm. Today. If you’re teaching shoulderstand and headstand, just for example, stop it. Today. About 99.9% of your students will never be able to do these asana, and who the hell cares if they don’t? Heroic inversions? Not at all what Yoga is about. And none of us—not even his children—will ever be BKS Iyengar. Not even close. Nor can we take him—mortals that we are—as a model. He and Kofi Busia? Not like us. So, back off, and push not at all. Neither yourself, nor your students, push. That “edge” you speak of, as in “Take it to your edge”? Well, many of us, self included, have gone way over that edge already.
Note: Those who want the definitive word on how Yoga-as-now-practiced-in-The-West can destroy bodies should begin with the following articles: http://www.nytimes.com/2012/01/08/magazine/how-yoga-can-wreck-your-body.html?pagewanted=all&_r=0; and http://www.huffingtonpost.com/eden-g-fromberg-do/yoga_b_1202465.html.
I include here below the entire text of William J. Broad’s New York Times article and its long interview with Yogi adept, and survivor of spinal fusion very much like my own, body-work teacher Glenn Black of New York City. I could go on and on quoting Black, whom I spoke to by phone after my own most recent injury (“Stop all asana,” was his exhortation), but William J. Broad, also an injured-during-Yoga Yogi, says it all here best:
January 5, 2012, “How Yoga Can Wreck Your Body”
By WILLIAM J. BROAD
On a cold Saturday in early 2009, Glenn Black, a yoga teacher of nearly four decades, whose devoted clientele includes a number of celebrities and prominent gurus, was giving a master class at Sankalpah Yoga in Manhattan. Black is, in many ways, a classic yogi: he studied in Pune, India, at the institute founded by the legendary B. K. S. Iyengar, and spent years in solitude and meditation. He now lives in Rhinebeck, N.Y., and often teaches at the nearby Omega Institute, a New Age emporium spread over nearly 200 acres of woods and gardens. He is known for his rigor and his down-to-earth style. But this was not why I sought him out: Black, I’d been told, was the person to speak with if you wanted to know not about the virtues of yoga but rather about the damage it could do. Many of his regular clients came to him for bodywork or rehabilitation following yoga injuries. This was the situation I found myself in. In my 30s, I had somehow managed to rupture a disk in my lower back and found I could prevent bouts of pain with a selection of yoga postures and abdominal exercises. Then, in 2007, while doing the extended-side-angle pose, a posture hailed as a cure for many diseases, my back gave way. With it went my belief, naïve in retrospect, that yoga was a source only of healing and never harm.
At Sankalpah Yoga, the room was packed; roughly half the students were said to be teachers themselves. Black walked around the room, joking and talking. “Is this yoga?” he asked as we sweated through a pose that seemed to demand superhuman endurance. “It is if you’re paying attention.” His approach was almost free-form: he made us hold poses for a long time but taught no inversions and few classical postures. Throughout the class, he urged us to pay attention to the thresholds of pain. “I make it as hard as possible,” he told the group. “It’s up to you to make it easy on yourself.” He drove his point home with a cautionary tale. In India, he recalled, a yogi came to study at Iyengar’s school and threw himself into a spinal twist. Black said he watched in disbelief as three of the man’s ribs gave way—pop, pop, pop.
After class, I asked Black about his approach to teaching yoga—the emphasis on holding only a few simple poses, the absence of common inversions like headstands and shoulder stands. He gave me the kind of answer you’d expect from any yoga teacher: that awareness is more important than rushing through a series of postures just to say you’d done them. But then he said something more radical. Black has come to believe that “the vast majority of people” should give up yoga altogether. It’s simply too likely to cause harm.
Not just students but celebrated teachers too, Black said, injure themselves in droves because most have underlying physical weaknesses or problems that make serious injury all but inevitable. Instead of doing yoga, “they need to be doing a specific range of motions for articulation, for organ condition,” he said, to strengthen weak parts of the body. “Yoga is for people in good physical condition. Or it can be used therapeutically. It’s controversial to say, but it really shouldn’t be used for a general class.”
Black seemingly reconciles the dangers of yoga with his own teaching of it by working hard at knowing when a student “shouldn’t do something—the shoulder stand, the headstand or putting any weight on the cervical vertebrae.” Though he studied with Shmuel Tatz, a legendary Manhattan-based physical therapist who devised a method of massage and alignment for actors and dancers, he acknowledges that he has no formal training for determining which poses are good for a student and which may be problematic. What he does have, he says, is “a ton of experience.”
“To come to New York and do a class with people who have many problems and say, ‘OK, we’re going to do this sequence of poses today’—it just doesn’t work.”
According to Black, a number of factors have converged to heighten the risk of practicing yoga. The biggest is the demographic shift in those who study it. Indian practitioners of yoga typically squatted and sat cross-legged in daily life, and yoga poses, or asanas, were an outgrowth of these postures. Now urbanites who sit in chairs all day walk into a studio a couple of times a week and strain to twist themselves into ever-more-difficult postures despite their lack of flexibility and other physical problems. Many come to yoga as a gentle alternative to vigorous sports or for rehabilitation for injuries. But yoga’s exploding popularity—the number of Americans doing yoga has risen from about 4 million in 2001 to what some estimate to be as many as 20 million in 2011—means that there is now an abundance of studios where many teachers lack the deeper training necessary to recognize when students are headed toward injury. “Today many schools of yoga are just about pushing people,” Black said. “You can’t believe what’s going on—teachers jumping on people, pushing and pulling and saying, ‘You should be able to do this by now.’ It has to do with their egos.”
When yoga teachers come to him for bodywork after suffering major traumas, Black tells them, “Don’t do yoga.”
“They look at me like I’m crazy,” he goes on to say. “And I know if they continue, they won’t be able to take it.” I asked him about the worst injuries he’d seen. He spoke of well-known yoga teachers doing such basic poses as downward-facing dog, in which the body forms an inverted V, so strenuously that they tore Achilles tendons. “It’s ego,” he said. “The whole point of yoga is to get rid of ego.” He said he had seen some “pretty gruesome hips.” “One of the biggest teachers in America had zero movement in her hip joints,” Black told me. “The sockets had become so degenerated that she had to have hip replacements.” I asked if she still taught. “Oh, yeah,” Black replied. “There are other yoga teachers that have such bad backs they have to lie down to teach. I’d be so embarrassed.”
Among devotees, from gurus to acolytes forever carrying their rolled-up mats, yoga is described as a nearly miraculous agent of renewal and healing. They celebrate its abilities to calm, cure, energize and strengthen. And much of this appears to be true: yoga can lower your blood pressure, make chemicals that act as antidepressants, even improve your sex life. But the yoga community long remained silent about its potential to inflict blinding pain. Jagannath G. Gune, who helped revive yoga for the modern era, made no allusion to injuries in his journal Yoga Mimansa or his 1931 book Asanas. Indra Devi avoided the issue in her 1953 best seller Forever Young, Forever Healthy, as did B. K. S. Iyengar in his seminal Light on Yoga, published in 1965. Reassurances about yoga’s safety also make regular appearances in the how-to books of such yogis as Swami Sivananda, K. Pattabhi Jois and Bikram Choudhury. “Real yoga is as safe as mother’s milk,” declared Swami Gitananda, a guru who made ten world tours and founded ashrams on several continents.
But a growing body of medical evidence supports Black’s contention that, for many people, a number of commonly taught yoga poses are inherently risky. The first reports of yoga injuries appeared decades ago, published in some of the world’s most respected journals—among them, Neurology, The British Medical Journal and The Journal of the American Medical Association. The problems ranged from relatively mild injuries to permanent disabilities. In one case, a male college student, after more than a year of doing yoga, decided to intensify his practice. He would sit upright on his heels in a kneeling position known as vajrasana for hours a day, chanting for world peace. Soon he was experiencing difficulty walking, running and climbing stairs.
Doctors traced the problem to an unresponsive nerve, a peripheral branch of the sciatic, which runs from the lower spine through the buttocks and down the legs. Sitting in vajrasana deprived the branch that runs below the knee of oxygen, deadening the nerve. Once the student gave up the pose, he improved rapidly. Clinicians recorded a number of similar cases and the condition even got its own name: “yoga foot drop.”
More troubling reports followed. In 1972 a prominent Oxford neurophysiologist, W. Ritchie Russell, published an article in The British Medical Journal arguing that, while rare, some yoga postures threatened to cause strokes even in relatively young, healthy people. Russell found that brain injuries arose not only from direct trauma to the head but also from quick movements or excessive extensions of the neck, such as occur in whiplash—or certain yoga poses. Normally, the neck can stretch backward 75 degrees, forward 40 degrees and sideways 45 degrees, and it can rotate on its axis about 50 degrees. Yoga practitioners typically move the vertebrae much farther. An intermediate student can easily turn his or her neck 90 degrees—nearly twice the normal rotation.
Hyperflexion of the neck was encouraged by experienced practitioners. Iyengar emphasized that in cobra pose, the head should arch “as far back as possible” and insisted that in the shoulder stand, in which the chin is tucked deep in the chest, the trunk and head forming a right angle, “the body should be in one straight line, perpendicular to the floor.” He called the pose, said to stimulate the thyroid, “one of the greatest boons conferred on humanity by our ancient sages.”
Extreme motions of the head and neck, Russell warned, could wound the vertebral arteries, producing clots, swelling and constriction, and eventually wreak havoc in the brain. The basilar artery, which arises from the union of the two vertebral arteries and forms a wide conduit at the base of the brain, was of particular concern. It feeds such structures as the pons (which plays a role in respiration), the cerebellum (which coordinates the muscles), the occipital lobe of the outer brain (which turns eye impulses into images) and the thalamus (which relays sensory messages to the outer brain). Reductions in blood flow to the basilar artery are known to produce a variety of strokes. These rarely affect language and conscious thinking (often said to be located in the frontal cortex) but can severely damage the body’s core machinery and sometimes be fatal. The majority of patients suffering such a stroke do recover most functions. But in some cases headaches, imbalance, dizziness and difficulty in making fine movements persist for years.
Russell also worried that when strokes hit yoga practitioners, doctors might fail to trace their cause. The cerebral damage, he wrote, “may be delayed, perhaps to appear during the night following, and this delay of some hours distracts attention from the earlier precipitating factor.”
In 1973, a year after Russell’s paper was published, Willibald Nagler, a renowned authority on spinal rehabilitation at Cornell University Medical College, published a paper on a strange case. A healthy woman of 28 suffered a stroke while doing a yoga position known as the wheel or upward bow, in which the practitioner lies on her back, then lifts her body into a semicircular arc, balancing on hands and feet. An intermediate stage often involves raising the trunk and resting the crown of the head on the floor. While balanced on her head, her neck bent far backward, the woman “suddenly felt a severe throbbing headache.” She had difficulty getting up, and when helped into a standing position, was unable to walk without assistance. The woman was rushed to the hospital. She had no sensation on the right side of her body; her left arm and leg responded poorly to her commands. Her eyes kept glancing involuntarily to the left. And the left side of her face showed a contracted pupil, a drooping upper eyelid and a rising lower lid—a cluster of symptoms known as Horner’s syndrome. Nagler reported that the woman also had a tendency to fall to the left.
Her doctors found that the woman’s left vertebral artery, which runs between the first two cervical vertebrae, had narrowed considerably and that the arteries feeding her cerebellum had undergone severe displacement. Given the lack of advanced imaging technologies at the time, an exploratory operation was conducted to get a clearer sense of her injuries. The surgeons who opened her skull found that the left hemisphere of her cerebellum suffered a major failure of blood supply that resulted in much dead tissue and that the site was seeped in secondary hemorrhages.
The patient began an intensive program of rehabilitation. Two years later, she was able to walk, Nagler reported, “with [a] broad-based gait.” But her left arm continued to wander and her left eye continued to show Horner’s syndrome. Nagler concluded that such injuries appeared to be rare but served as a warning about the hazards of “forceful hyperextension of the neck.” He urged caution in recommending such postures, particularly to individuals of middle age.
The experience of Nagler’s patient was not an isolated incident. A few years later, a 25-year-old man was rushed to Northwestern Memorial Hospital, in Chicago, complaining of blurred vision, difficulty swallowing and controlling the left side of his body. Steven H. Hanus, a medical student at the time, became interested in the case and worked with the chairman of the neurology department to determine the cause (he later published the results with several colleagues). The patient had been in excellent health, practicing yoga every morning for a year and a half. His routine included spinal twists in which he rotated his head far to the left and far to the right. Then he would do a shoulder stand with his neck “maximally flexed against the bare floor,” just as Iyengar had instructed, remaining in the inversion for about five minutes. A series of bruises ran down the man’s lower neck, which, the team wrote in The Archives of Neurology, “resulted from repeated contact with the hard floor surface on which he did yoga exercises.” These were a sign of neck trauma. Diagnostic tests revealed blockages of the left vertebral artery between the c2 and c3 vertebrae; the blood vessel there had suffered “total or nearly complete occlusion”—in other words, no blood could get through to the brain.
Two months after his attack, and after much physical therapy, the man was able to walk with a cane. But, the team reported, he “continued to have pronounced difficulty performing fine movements with his left hand.” Hanus and his colleagues concluded that the young man’s condition represented a new kind of danger. Healthy individuals could seriously damage their vertebral arteries, they warned, “by neck movements that exceed physiological tolerance.” Yoga, they stressed, “should be considered as a possible precipitating event.” In its report, the Northwestern team cited not only Nagler’s account of his female patient but also Russell’s early warning. Concern about yoga’s safety began to ripple through the medical establishment.
These cases may seem exceedingly rare, but surveys by the Consumer Product Safety Commission showed that the number of emergency-room admissions related to yoga, after years of slow increases, was rising quickly. They went from 13 in 2000 to 20 in 2001. Then they more than doubled to 46 in 2002. These surveys rely on sampling rather than exhaustive reporting—they reveal trends rather than totals—but the spike was nonetheless statistically significant. Only a fraction of the injured visit hospital emergency rooms. Many of those suffering from less serious yoga injuries go to family doctors, chiropractors and various kinds of therapists.
Around this time, stories of yoga-induced injuries began to appear in the media. The Times reported that health professionals found that the penetrating heat of Bikram yoga, for example, could raise the risk of overstretching, muscle damage and torn cartilage. One specialist noted that ligaments—the tough bands of fiber that connect bones or cartilage at a joint—failed to regain their shape once stretched out, raising the risk of strains, sprains and dislocations.
In 2009, a New York City team based at Columbia University’s College of Physicians and Surgeons published an ambitious worldwide survey of yoga teachers, therapists and doctors. The answers to the survey’s central question—What were the most serious yoga-related injuries (disabling and/or of long duration) they had seen?—revealed that the largest number of injuries (231) centered on the lower back. The other main sites were, in declining order of prevalence: the shoulder (219), the knee (174) and the neck (110). Then came stroke. The respondents noted four cases in which yoga’s extreme bending and contortions resulted in some degree of brain damage. The numbers weren’t alarming but the acknowledgment of risk—nearly four decades after Russell first issued his warning —pointed to a decided shift in the perception of the dangers yoga posed.
In recent years, reformers in the yoga community have begun to address the issue of yoga-induced damage. In a 2003 article in Yoga Journal, Carol Krucoff—a yoga instructor and therapist who works at the Integrative Medicine center at Duke University in North Carolina—revealed her own struggles. She told of being filmed one day for national television and after being urged to do more, lifting one foot, grabbing her big toe and stretching her leg into the extended-hand-to-big-toe pose. As her leg straightened, she felt a sickening pop in her hamstring. The next day, she could barely walk. Krucoff needed physical therapy and a year of recovery before she could fully extend her leg again. The editor of Yoga Journal, Kaitlin Quistgaard, described reinjuring a torn rotator cuff in a yoga class. “I’ve experienced how yoga can heal,” she wrote. “But I’ve also experienced how yoga can hurt—and I’ve heard the same from plenty of other yogis.”
One of the most vocal reformers is Roger Cole, an Iyengar teacher with degrees in psychology from Stanford and the University of California, San Francisco. Cole has written extensively for Yoga Journal and speaks on yoga safety to the American College of Sports Medicine. In one column, Cole discussed the practice of reducing neck bending in a shoulder stand by lifting the shoulders on a stack of folded blankets and letting the head fall below it. The modification eases the angle between the head and the torso, from 90 degrees to perhaps 110 degrees. Cole ticked off the dangers of doing an unmodified shoulder stand: muscle strains, overstretched ligaments and cervical-disk injuries.
But modifications are not always the solution. Timothy McCall, a physician who is the medical editor of Yoga Journal, called the headstand too dangerous for general yoga classes. His warning was based partly on his own experience. He found that doing the headstand led to thoracic outlet syndrome, a condition that arises from the compression of nerves passing from the neck into the arms, causing tingling in his right hand as well as sporadic numbness. McCall stopped doing the pose, and his symptoms went away. Later, he noted that the inversion could produce other injuries, including degenerative arthritis of the cervical spine and retinal tears (a result of the increased eye pressure caused by the pose). “Unfortunately,” McCall concluded, “the negative effects of headstand can be insidious.”
Almost a year after I first met Glenn Black at his master class in Manhattan, I received an e-mail from him telling me that he had undergone spinal surgery. “It was a success,” he wrote. “Recovery is slow and painful. Call if you like.”
The injury, Black said, had its origins in four decades of extreme backbends and twists. He had developed spinal stenosis—a serious condition in which the openings between vertebrae begin to narrow, compressing spinal nerves and causing excruciating pain. Black said that he felt the tenderness start 20 years ago when he was coming out of such poses as the plow and the shoulder stand. Two years ago, the pain became extreme. One surgeon said that without treatment, he would eventually be unable to walk. The surgery took five hours, fusing together several lumbar vertebrae. He would eventually be fine but was under surgeon’s orders to reduce strain on his lower back. His range of motion would never be the same.
Black is one of the most careful yoga practitioners I know. When I first spoke to him, he said he had never injured himself doing yoga or, as far as he knew, been responsible for harming any of his students. I asked him if his recent injury could have been congenital or related to aging. No, he said. It was yoga. “You have to get a different perspective to see if what you’re doing is going to eventually be bad for you.”
Black recently took that message to a conference at the Omega Institute, his feelings on the subject deepened by his recent operation. But his warnings seemed to fall on deaf ears. “I was a little more emphatic than usual,” he recalled. “My message was that ‘Asana is not a panacea or a cure-all. In fact, if you do it with ego or obsession, you’ll end up causing problems.’ A lot of people don’t like to hear that.”
Also here, from The Huffington Post, I include an interview by Eden G. Fromberg, D.O. with Glenn Black, relating yet further information on Yoga and injury:
“Yogi Glenn Black Responds to New York Times Article on Yoga,” by Dr. Eden G. Fromberg, 1/12/2012
The recent New York Times magazine article “How Yoga Can Wreck Your Body” (William Broad, Jan. 5, 2012) has stoked an international controversy, shaken the yoga world and focused the spotlight on my previously anonymous, reclusive yoga teacher, Glenn Black, who is liberally quoted within. A longtime, highly-regarded faculty member at the Omega Institute in Rhinebeck, NY, Glenn is known for his gruff and demanding, yet deeply caring and precise teaching style. Joking, he told me that, among hundreds of emails, he was receiving death threats—the Times article doesn’t fully illuminate his uniquely wry sense of humor.
It is important to acknowledge the true damage on all levels that yoga can do when ego surpasses awareness and wisdom, when asana and goals trump deeply listening to the body, when yoga styles and methods are uncompromising, and when inexperienced or misguided yoga teachers lead bodies living modern lifestyles into places they are not prepared to go. The Times piece cites numerous articles from medical journals detailing yoga injuries ranging from joint degeneration and disc injuries to peripheral neuropathy and stroke. I have observed in my own gynecological practice that classical or contemporary yoga can contribute to symptoms of chronic vulvar pain and sexual dysfunction via painful ligamentous instability, hip injuries or herniated discs, overstimulation of already-stressed sympathetic nervous systems, and pelvic floor muscle spasms.
Upon deeper inspection, however, the physical practice of yoga and the injuries that arise from it do not seem to be the point. As the recent HuffPost entry (Jan. 10, 2012) illuminates, true yoga emphasizes spiritual exercises, discussing the eight limbs of yoga: yama (restraints), niyama (observances), asana (posture), pranayama (mastery of breath), pratyahara (withdrawal), dharana (concentration), dhyana (meditation) and samadhi (higher levels of meditation).
Although Glenn has been barraged with interview requests and was just offered a book contract, he was kind enough to indulge me with some time to ask him questions of my own, punctuated in the background by soundbites from his Jan. 11, 2012 NBC News interview, in which an orthopedic surgeon detailed the hundreds of yoga injuries she sees in her practice alone. I recorded Glenn’s candid responses, which seem poised to generate yet more controversy and upheaval, as we wonder: What is yoga? And why are we doing it?
EF: What kind of injuries have you seen in the yoga practitioners who come to you for bodywork?
GGB: Pinched nerves in their neck, low back tightness, injuries to hips and knees. People often come to yoga classes with injuries that get accentuated, too.
EF: What about shoulder injuries?
GGB: Chaturangas are the worst things for shoulder problems and create repetitive use syndrome. Putting weight on a joint, one side is always stronger than the other, one side will eventually pay a price, one will compress more, one will stay open, some ligaments will tighten up, others will loosen.
EF: What is the best way to overcome injuries from yoga?
GGB: Remedial exercises that overcome the source of the injuries. And people need to get bodywork. Not just any bodywork. They need to look for people who work on really moving the joints and connective tissues.
EF: What yoga poses should people generally avoid?
GGB: Deep knee flexion with weight is not so good for anybody, especially Americans who don’t use their knees correctly. To put a knee in a rotational situation puts strain on ligaments and tendons. Sitting poses are hard on hips, where external rotation is limited. Tissues don’t want to do it. Never do headstand, shoulder stand, or plow.
EF: The New York Times article talked about neurological damage and strokes resulting from compression of the head and neck in those poses. What about arm balances?
GGB: With arm balances, lifting the head up is a problem and restricts blood flow. You should really hang the head, but most people lift it up, as a counterweight, I suppose. You have to be careful with the lower back and cervical spine. Any time you do flexion, extension, even rotation will deform those nerve plexuses. Even one nerve can have impingement and cause a problem.
EF: You now have a spinal fusion and screws in your lower lumbar spine to stabilize herniated discs and spondylolisthesis. How did your own yoga injuries come about?
GGB: Extreme backbends, and twisting coming up from my hands on my ankles. I overstretched my ligaments and destabilized my spine.
EF: What is your advice to the modern yoga student seeking to avoid injuries?
GGB: If a student is a total neophyte or even has some experience, the instruction is to be careful and listen to yourself.
EF: What do you think about the backlash that is coming from the statements you make in the New York Times article? It’s all over blogs, Facebook and the news. A lot of yoga teachers are saying now that they do in fact teach in a way that avoids injuries, and others are clearly feeling threatened that their livelihoods are in jeopardy, that it will discourage new students from trying yoga.
GGB: They are not teaching yoga. They are teaching physical exercise. They can do it in any gym. Yoga is an art and a science, and if you take just one small aspect, you never get to the higher end of it. Yoga is not taught correctly by many people.
EF: Your classes are known as rigorous and demanding on all levels, and you have often said that you demand your students to practice in a way that is not “mediocre.” What do you mean?
GGB: Most people have a limited view of yoga and approach it as a physical discipline, that’s what can make it mediocre. Awareness and consciousness are no longer emphasized, and yoga somehow became relegated to physical exercise. You need to do in-depth, serious practice in pranayama and yoga nidra, and hope for higher stages of yoga to happen. Now, everybody takes what they want, but it really gets back to the yamas and the niyamas. If someone’s an asshole, it doesn’t matter how he does the pose, he’s still gonna be an asshole.
EF: People have reacted very strongly to what you say in the New York Times article. They call you “angry” and an “asshole.”
GGB: I am not the most personable person on the planet, but I’m looking out for every person in that class.
EF: I have heard you speak about the “myth of asana.” What does that mean?
GGB: It is a myth that it’s safe to do asana without awareness and consciousness.
EF: I have long felt that doing more asana, like Virabhadrasana I (Warrior I), is not an effective way to get better at doing asana, and wonder if asana is even the point.
GGB: You don’t need to do specific poses to achieve awareness and consciousness. Elevating your consciousness comes from awareness and developing the ability to relax. This does not mean just having a drink and watching the news. It takes dedicated practice, such as pranayama and yoga nidra. You can use asana in a way, but it is not the best way. If one is an athlete and physically conditioned, physical practice could initiate some of that, and then the practitioner can feel the difference in savasana. But if you are in pain, you can’t do the practice, your mind will just focus on the pain.
EF: How does the ego get in the way of the safe practice of yoga?
GGB: Ego is the main obstacle to obtaining what I’ll call superconsciousness. Ego is a good thing because it gets you through life, but it also gets in the way of reaching perspectives we normally don’t have that were directly experienced by the yogis. The old sages had the capacity to reach these different perspectives. They noticed the unity rather than the separateness of everything. Things like technology and stressors that inundate us make it harder to attain this perspective in modern life and make it harder to access. Yamas and niyamas come before everything, but if they are even mentioned nowadays, it’s a cursory intellectual thing about how to treat animals well and not pollute the earth. It comes down to your basic psychology, it comes down to the depth of training. I was asked if going one or two times a week to yoga class, is that okay? Yes, but it is not the goal of the eightfold path to keep yoga only as a physical exercise, and you still need to be careful and cautious.
EF: The New York Times article mentions B.K.S. Iyengar, and his classic book, “Light on Yoga.” Would you talk about your time studying in India with Mr. Iyengar?
GGB: I went to Pune in 1987. He had a way of doing things. He was brought up in the British education system and had a hard, mean, certain way of doing poses and people thought it was way it was supposed to be done. Once a girl came up to Mr. Iyengar saying she was having trouble in headstand. He gave her instructions in how she should do it, and it was overheard by some of his students, then before you know it, everyone in the world was doing headstand like this poor woman.
EF: Do you have any credentials for teaching yoga or doing bodywork, or is it all based on experience?
GGB: I have no credentials at all. I didn’t get certified in Iyengar yoga, because I wanted to be able to do human movement and animal movement and have it be fun.
EF: What do you think of all the yoga teacher trainings and licensing that’s going on now? There are so many 200 hour teacher trainings churning out yoga teachers. You once made an analogy to “locusts.”
GGB: Those certificates they get even for 500 hours are worthless, because like in bodywork, unless somebody has a gift or innate understanding or depth of experience, they will just regurgitate what they have learned and apply it to the situations they are presented with. True ability comes from actually doing the practice.
EF: It seems that many inexperienced yoga teachers spend a lot of time updating their websites to attract students, rather than spending the time gaining the experience they really need. There are even workshops and private coaching designed specifically to help yoga teachers market themselves.
GGB: Updating websites will not help you gain consciousness. Yoga is no longer taught as a direct experience that originated the whole process. There are myriad amounts of people teaching asana in myriad different ways. They are very dogmatic in their approach, in the way they want the pose to look and be done, and if a big name or Madonna came to their class, then they become so large that they turn it over to their assistants to do all the work, who don’t have the skill or genius. As yoga teachers, they don’t hear about the injuries because they are up on the pedestal. Yoga is said to be the end all, but how many people can even take a deep breath without a problem? Most pranayama lasts for 30 seconds, a small part of class. It is rare to see pranayama done for an entire hour and a half.
EF: Are there any great yoga teachers that you know of?
GGB: Kofi Busia is one of best asana teachers around. Whether his students get hurt, I have no idea. But he is holding headstands for a long time, and people don’t say anything.
EF: What is your opinion about trademarking yoga?
GGB: I think that trademarking is an abomination.
EF: How do you deal with it when your students trademark the material you teach?
GGB: I don’t deal with it.
EF: Many yoga teachers present what they teach as having come from ancient lineages that are hundreds if not thousands of years old, before trademarking it, of course. What do you think about that?
GGB: Asana was only developed 80 or 90 years ago. Patanjali (author of the ancient yoga sutras) was talking about sitting poses. Headstands weren’t done when Patanjali was alive. Asana came from Indian military exercises. Indians are small people next to the British, and they developed a series of calisthenics to make them strong. They were already flexible, and they also wanted to do sitting poses. They named it Ashtanga due to the eight limbs of yoga, and asana is one of them, but just why somebody called it that, who knows why? Those sequences have nothing to do with real Ashtanga yoga, the eight limbs of yoga.
EF: Do you believe that, as many texts and teachers say, that vegetarianism is an important aspect of the practice of yoga?
GGB: Vegetarianism being essential to doing yoga is a myth. Tibetan yogis are heavy meat eaters.
EF: What about veganism? For example, I understand that the more recently certified Jivamukti Yoga teachers are required to sign an agreement pledging to maintain a vegan diet. This is something that has long been emphasized to Jivamukti yoga students, including in prenatal yoga classes.
GGB: Some bodies can do it, like Virabhadrasana III (Warrior III), some can’t do it, and shouldn’t or they’ll hurt themselves. Some people need concentrated protein, others don’t. If a serious practitioner dictates to themselves that it is totally immoral to eat an animal, I say, more power to you.
EF: What about in cases of illness?
GGB: Hatha yogis view the body as a vehicle for spirituality. You can’t do higher practices if you are ill, you must take care of the body first.
EF: What is the goal of yoga?
GGB: We have limited intellect, we have no idea what Samadhi is and if it’s same for everybody. To become more conscious and more aware and more able to deal with the stress that is constantly inundating us, I think that’s the best we can hope for in this day and age. The ancient sages had experiences beyond what the senses and the mind can contemplate. They realized that the body and mind are obstacles to awareness and spent a lot of time exploring that. It’s probably the basis of religion. But nowadays, after a yoga class, within seconds the students are looking in their pockets for their cell phones, so how long does it really last?
15 Comments
Alex
Wow, what a long but enjoyable read – another trend in the US is that people never write more than 500 words on the internet… You’re totally right, a lot of “guru’s” are hurting people, and it’s partly because they don’t know what they’re doing, and partly because of the weird competitive body-worship that is part of the culture. We all have to find the yoga that suits us, and listen (closely) to our bodies and minds, and not so much to the “guru”. Very sorry to hear about all your injuries :(
eboleman-herring
Alex, thank you so much for writing in. I get so much flack from younger, healthier Yoga teachers. All I can tell them is that, at any age, certain asana-as-they-are-taught-in-the-West can kill or maim, in an instant. I want–for the most part–yogis and yoginis to realize the power of Yoga; Yoga done incorrectly; Yoga that does not take into account individual challenges. The “weird competitive body worship” thing is one of the big problems, of course, and it’s not going away, but I began my practice with a very mindful Hatha Yogini, Jenny Colebourne, in Athens, Greece, and so I knew from the very beginning that there were good paths and dangerous paths. Alas, I, and many others in the fast-track West, allowed ourselves to be seduced and then injured by the norms of our contemporary Yoga culture, especially in big-city-USA. I will never “drive drunk on the mat” again, I can promise you. Again, thank you for your comments, and please share this column as widely as possible. Namaste, e
Janice Betts
Wow, thank you for this! I am an “unqualified” yoga teacher, according to North American standards. I started a sangha over a year ago with the blessing of several “qualified” yoga instructors who reminded me that traditional yoga doesn’t have certifications and professional affiliations, and as long as I don’t claim to know more than I do, there is no problem with leading a sangha in yoga asanas. I have struggled with feeling like a fraud, and even discussed it with a swami at a conference, who assured me I am doing a good thing, but given the mainstream society views on the subject, it’s a daily struggle.
I have felt increasingly distrubed over the last 2 years by the proliferation of yoga photography, with every teacher and their uncle, and even young students here in Ecuador, showing off in difficult, advanced poses and posting the pictures all over social media. It always strikes me as just wrong. Yoga is supposed to be about controlling ego, and here are all these supposed devotees of yoga showing off like kindergarten kids “look at me, look at meeeeee!!!!!” Seriously, photos of you doing a headstand outside the all night burger joint afer a night out at a club drinking and dancing? I won’t even start on all that is wrong with that… But I can’t bring it up with these people, because I’m not a perfect body, I don’t pay ridiculous fees and devote hours and hours a week to perfecting my asanas, so who am I to say anything? I’m just the fat chick who gives very, very affordable classes full of spiritual talk to the non-perfect bodies in my neighbourhood, you know, not a REAL yoga instructor.
The core idea in my yoga teaching is that yoga is for everyone, which would seem to be the opposite of what your article is stating, but the crux of my teaching is that there are no headstands or pretzels in my sangha, ever, and that yoga is not just the asanas. We do gentle, beginnner to low intermediate asanas to help relax the body, and I stress over and over that my students are never to do anything that hurts. This stems from my experiences in North American yoga studios, in which I often left the room crying, or at the very least felt like crap, because of the body worship and comptetition among the ‘perfect bodies’ in their lululemon designer outfits, and the pain and limitations of my damaged body when trying to keep up with the class. My students who have studied elsewhere comment in amazement about the way I teach, stressing over and over again “slowly, little by little, don’t force it, come out of the posture gently”, giving step by step instructions on how to avoid injury, whereas their previous teachers have never mentioned anything like that. “No one ever told me not to put my foot on my knee in tree pose before!” “Wow, the posture is so different, so much easier, now that you have explained how to do it slowly and not hurt my back coming out of it.”
On a student’s first class with me, I always explain what yoga is, the meaning of the word in Sanskrit, and talk about the asanas being only a small part of yoga, contrary to the North American delusion about weight loss and perfect bodies and who has the cutest outfit. We practice pranayama and guided meditation with mantras in my classes. We talk about off the mat yoga, bringing the philosophy and spirituality – that is the real yoga- into our everyday lives to improve ourselves, and checking ego.
Yet with all this, I am viewed with distrust and disdain by the mainstream in North America, and gringo visitors to the country I practice and teach in shun me because of my lack of “qualifications”. Thank you again for exposing the truth. Yoga IS for everyone, but it is not about exercises you practice at the gym in order to have a sexier body or a better sex life, or fitting into designer clothes. It is about changing your life, becoming conscious, making yourself a better person, being of service to the world. Yoga is a SPIRITUAL PRACTICE and it’s time we take it back from the egomaniacs who have hijacked it.
eboleman-herring
Janice, Bravo! You write: “The core idea in my yoga teaching is that yoga is for everyone, which would seem to be the opposite of what your article is stating, but the crux of my teaching is that there are no headstands or pretzels in my sangha, ever, and that yoga is not just the asanas.” No, in fact, you and I are on precisely the same page. It is just that I believe that, while Yoga IS for everyone, I do NOT believe large classes are the optimum way to teach; and I also KNOW that teachers MUST study or be trained in anatomy and physiology, as well as the spiritual traditions underlying Yoga (from which they may pick and choose, according to their maturity and place in space and time)—but that the first dictum must always be, “First, do no harm.” You are on the right path. I can tell that from this response of yours. And I would love to attend a class with you. Ironically, I catch flack about my lack of body fat, and my stubbornness in most advanced classes. I just say no a lot now. After grievous injuries, I still believe in the Yoga I learned from Jenny Colebourne, decades ago now, in Athens, Greece (at The Ilium Centre of Light). I encourage you to study, and, simply READ. I can send you some titles that I have found essential reading. If you know the basics, and go on with your own study, your methods in front of the class become more finely-tuned over time. But, it sounds as though you’re doing quite well already. Email me at [email protected] or contact me on Facebook at Elizabeth Boleman-Herring. Many thanks…. e
Jerry
Eliz…seems you are the Yoga Gadfly that buzzes onto the scene when necessary! Having only a tiny personal experience with yoga and “hot” yoga and having a daughter who is a yoga teacher in California (pondering whether she really needs to be “ordained” to be a teacher) who’s motto IS “yoga for everybody”, I am on the outside of the yoga bandwagon, but as a martial arts aikido teacher, everything you say rings true.
When I first saw pictures in the paper of the “winners'” of yoga contests, I was aghast. Contests? Winners? I’m afraid even I smelled a rat.
And injuries? Yikes – not my general impression of what should be going on in a yoga studio. I thought yoga was where you went to stay healthy, repair what’s broken and awaken your inner spirit, hopefully. The first rule of my aikido school is “Nobody Gets Hurt.” The goal of our martial art is to become a more aware person leading a fuller, healthier life. Number one: You can’t train in anything if you’re injured. Number two: Why train in an art that might harm you, the opposite of what you are hoping to achieve?
There may be many people to blame, but really, as you say, we are responsible for ourselves and our own health. I tell every student that they know best what is going on with their bodies; if it doesn’t feel good, don’t do it, if a partner is being too rough or too fast, speak up! You’re the boss of yourself! All your training is for you, not for someone else and certainly not for your teacher.
So a major thanks for the Four Alarm Alert – I’m sending links to your article to all my yoga friends!
Rick Boling
“If it doesn’t feel right to my particular body at any particular point in time, I’m not doing it.”
I used to think ignoring the things my body told me was a way to demonstrate “toughness,” both to myself and to those around me (enter the ego). To me, enduring pain was a way of adapting to activities I found difficult, much as building muscle first requires the breakdown of that muscle. Years of weightlifting, of being the first to grab the heaviest object while helping a friend move, of playing certain sports until the pain became unbearable; these were things I did with free abandon, never listening to the messages my body was trying to send (I actually wanted to toe dance when I took ballet, but back then they told me boys didn’t do that). All this came to an end several years ago when my body, instead of whispering to me, began to scream, and, unlike before, the screaming did not stop when I did. Today, my body not only screams, but dictates: I say to myself, “Well, I think I’ll do this,” and before I can begin my body says with a sardonic laugh, “Sorry, no you won’t!” I often wonder if I am now paying the price for those early years of ego-driven machismo.
I cannot count the number of friends who have insisted that I should take up Yoga as therapy for my physical pain. And I did try it a couple of times. Whether my failure was due to a lack of willpower, or simply because the pain refused to allow various positions, I can’t say. I do know, however, that these sessions and the instructors seemed to concentrate on the physical rather than the spiritual aspects, which appeared to contradict what I had learned about the origins and traditional purpose of the discipline.
In reading your essay, I come away with the same feeling about the commercialization of Yoga as I have about the evolution of holistic medicine. The idea of holistic health treatment began in your birth country as an adaptation of the Hippocratic philosophy of balance achieved through the use of natural substances and evolved (with several other cultural influences) into a consideration of all things that affect health, including personal environment, emotion, and spirituality. Unfortunately, thanks to the ever-pervasive profit motive, that particular practice (often referred to in the West as “Alternative Medicine”) spawned the unregulated multi-billion-dollar “nutritional” supplement industry and, for the most part, both have now become Big Businesses, wherein the interest in true holism is about as strong as the interest a fish might have in watching a baseball game.
Now before some believers out there start boiling tar and plucking chickens, let me amend this by saying that there definitely are true practitioners of holistic medicine out there, and that I support them and their quests wholeheartedly. Like Elizabeth’s, my point is that the “industry” of holistic health care has now been overtaken by either misguided or money grubbing charlatans (or assholes, as she so accurately labels them), for whom the concept of “First do no harm,” has little if any meaning.
Though not a practitioner of Yoga, I must say, Elizabeth, that your willingness to expose the posers in a discipline that is obviously dear to your heart is a refreshing and impressive act of moral strength, and that I wish you and your colleagues success in getting the word out.
eboleman-herring
Jerry and Rick, I love and admire you two men–and “adepts”–so very much, and both of you honor me with your long, thoughtful responses here. If Glenn Black had not got out there before me in the line of fire, I doubt I’d have found the courage to write this column. Jerry, as you may recall, the teacher who nearly broke my neck c. a decade ago by asking me to do a handless headstand (at age 51; my first) STILL doesn’t know that I spent a day in the local ER on a morphine drip and paid, out of pocket, over $1,000. for the honor. Really, I’m SUCH a slow learner. But learn, I have. So, please, please help me spread this word. People are “dying of Yoga” in America. And Rick, there ARE probably asana I could teach you that would improve your range of motion, circulation and general well-being, but I’d have to be right there with you, take your complete history first, and understand, as fully as possible, what’s underway in your body and soul. Gifted Yoga teachers, gifted healers, abound–truly–but you will know them by their works, not their degrees and certificates and titles. I have also studied–quite diligently–what is called Reiki (but, in America, often is NOT Reiki), and have come to believe we can all, given pure intent and grace, “heal with our touch.” Heal; perhaps not cure. Jerry, I worked on two people dear to you. But I have, over the decades, stepped completely away from taking money for healing touch, and believe, today, that the best Yoga occurs in very, very small, homogenous classes of people devoted to the practice; people willing to put in the hours on the mat to move past sheer beginners’ Yoga. I’m still working this all out–it will take lifetimes–but I will report back on what I find. Thank God I found Glenn Black and his circle, though I cannot afford their classes. On my own mat, at home and among friends, I will proceed now, doing my very best to do no harm; to bring more light.
charles donahue
No ego, no body worship, no competition? Good luck removing these motivators from modern yoga practice. Although I agree wholeheartedly with the article, the genie is out of the bottle due to the economic and social elements associated with the yoga/fitness ‘business.’ Seldom, if ever, do I hear the word spirituality uttered in modern yoga classes. The proliferation of yoga/fitness injuries has created a new opportunity to express the ego, …the marketing of oneself as an instructor who does no harm.
eboleman-herring
Ahhhh, but Charles, some of us can NOT “market” ourselves as teachers who do no harm . . . but, simply, do no harm. I’ve learned, after 61 years, that I can’t for the life of me “market” myself to save my soul, so I’ll have little problem. For the time being, I’m JUST trying to practice Yoga, and do myself no harm. As we all age, perhaps we’ll learn from our many, many injuries what we’ve not yet been able to learn from our study of the ego-less sages. I need to get you some GOOD Yoga books—which have no images, and no images of asana, at all. :-)
Scott Whitfield
E-
Wow! It would seem that payment is now coming due for the “no pain, no gain” mentality shoved down our throats in decades past. We are with you, my dear!
Love,
G & S
eboleman-herring
Hi, G&S: Yes, it’s been a sober and sobering month round here. Americans are killing themselves at the mirror-filled gyms and studios, and not uttering a peep as they slink away with ruptured disks and worn-out hip and knee joints. I’m just astonished there’s not more chatter about these realities but, again, there is now so much ego, so much $$$, invested in “the fitness industry” that it’s going to take a lot of noise to drown out the, “Just take it to your edge.” Sadder but wiser, I’m still on my Yoga mat . . . but never again doing anything approaching my various edges, back from which I would not come again. Love you two, e
Sophia
Hi, thanks for this interesting article. Having lived and participated in Yoga courses in North America I can definitely understand where these words inevitably evolved from.
I began yoga because of my mom who has a knee injury and was seeking a way to heal her body other than taking ridiculous amounts of pain killers. She is in her 60s and has high ambitions to take care of herself. We’ve tried several different instructors and my mom always arrives early to a class to explain her knee condition to the teacher who does tell her to sit out any pose she cannot do but never tells her to not do something that will hurt her (taking it to the edge). I go to yoga to support my mom and spend this time with her but I am continuously saddened by the lack of interest the instructors show towards her. We always go to ‘beginners classes’ but of course there’s people in that class who are much more advanced and the instructor keeps up with that expectations. I’m not asking for a one on one for my mom like a private lesson but I wish that at least a teacher would take just a minute during or after the class to advise her on a pose that she could for example work on or do as an alternative while the rest of the group does some backward bending fold your hands go through your legs and your head ends up somewhere on your butt…
What I am basically saying is that the experience we’ve had with yoga teachers is that if you can’t keep up with the class, sit it out. Most demotivating scenarios is when yoga turns into pilates. There’s no way for my mom to improve if all instructors are too busy showing off their poses not meant for a beginners class just to keep the rest of the crowd coming in for the next class.
I don’t do yoga for me. Half the class I am watching my mom like an overly cautious nervous wreck because I know if she makes one wrong move and twists her knee – disaster… My heart aches for my mom because I know she is in pain and trying hard to find a way to heal. She’s got a way more positive attitude then me and totally takes the blame for not being able to keep up with these classes because of her knee, age, body…
From what I understand, yoga is to heal the mind and body. Embarking on the journey to become a yoga teacher should not just be about a career but a life style and sincere quest to help others. We’ll most likely continue going to yoga but I am crossing all fingers and toes that nothing will ever happen to my mom… Consequently and upon my own plea to her, we now go swimming more often then we go to yoga.
So to all instructors reading this: If you see the black sheep of the yoga class family – take a personal minute – you’d be surprised how just your supportive words and advice can really motivate someone who is struggling to keep at it (especially when they’ve told you about an injury) After all, we are trusting you and that is a special position to be in. We understand your time is precious but the reason we come to your class (instead of just youtubing some yoga sessions) is for real, personal guidance, assistance, motivation and care.
Ok, so this turned into an unintentional essay. Much gratitude for seeing through it all. It gives me hope that we will find a suitable and caring instructor for my mom. Namaste.
eboleman-herring
Dear, dear Sophia. Were I you, I would get Mom out of those Yoga classes pronto. Were I possessed of that bad knee, I’d take it straight into the pool. In water–preferably warm water–your mother will be weightless, and get almost all the “cross-training” she needs. The benefits of Pranayama and Yogic Meditation she CAN get from classes very specifically advertised as NOT involving asana. Not everyone can do ANY asana, nor even SOME. Not every body that has waited many, many decades to begin Yoga will EVER do asana. I wouldn’t dream of attending ballet class at 61, even though I’m a fairly well-conditioned athlete: I’m STILL 61, and I haven’t done BALLET in c. 45 years. In the US, we idiots see ourselves as able to do anything we put our minds to: our bodies, with their phenomenal common sense, are usually far wiser than our minds. Mom can wait till her next incarnation for Yoga. In THIS body, and for the money, I’d rather see her in a warm pool at a gorgeous resort. Me, too!!!!
anonymous cowboy
how to make something American:
1. punish yourself
2. punish those around you
3. repeat until dead or injured
4. punish yourself for being dead or injured
Elizabeth Boleman-Herring
Dear Anonymous, you are so, so right! It seems our native puritanism will out, no matter how thickly we try to escape it. Having broken my back in Yoga, and having suffered headaches for years now thanks to injuring my cervical spine in Yoga, I have finally backed off, for good, from this modality…or way of punishing myself. This old dog has learned at least one new trick: exercise should never, ever HURT…anyone.