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Leaning Backward (not Forward) in Post-Sandy New Jersey

Elizabeth Boleman-Herring

“I have THIS to say, loud and clear, to Governor Christie and to all other science-denying and FEMA-disparaging members of Christie’s party, the Republicans: 1) Climate Change is real; 2) Several so-called “Hundred-Year Storms” per annum are now a given; 3) In this region and, in fact, all over this country, we need new, 21st-century infrastructure, a smart grid, alternative energy sources and emergency management able to meet the needs of the times, as opposed to the needs of 1940 and 1970.” Elizabeth Boleman-Herring

Ruminant With A View

By Elizabeth Boleman-Herring

Damage to New Jersey pier from hurricane Sandy.
Damage to New Jersey pier from Hurricane Sandy.

Elizabeth Boleman-HerringTEANECK New Jersey—(Weekly Hubris)—11/5/2012—”Without power” is such a pregnant phrase, and so monumentally apt for those of us across the northeastern United States who, on the fifth night since Sandy, are still shivering in the dark, many of us still unable to fill up our empty gas tanks or stock refrigerators emptied of foodstuffs spoiled due to . . .  lack of . . . power.

It is difficult to find words to describe the state in which we now live, but we seem to inhabit a landscape that is a cross between present-day Port-au-Prince . . . and Copenhagen.

On one block in Teaneck, NJ, where we live, bedraggled souls bearing empty red plastic jerry-cans wait in long lines for 1 or 2 or 4 gallons of gas, pumped out of the town’s few sporadically functioning-on-generators filling stations (and even those now using an odd-and-even-day system enforced by hovering police cruisers).

On another block, just up the same street, Mexican or South American yard-care crews blow leaves from the gardens of “The 1 Percent,” where hard-wired garden lights still blaze.

Welcome to America, land of the powerful . . . and the powerless.

Hurricane Sandy's path to New Jersey.
Hurricane Sandy’s path to New Jersey.

The streets here are deserted, but for the occasional fortunate motorist. As residents run out of gas, they are compelled to hole up, sleeping on sofas under multiple blankets and quilts, listening to portable radios only if they still have batteries with which to run them (and ours died on Night 1).

After some frantic back-and-forth consultation with our nearest neighbors, we finally decided communally to spring for a c. $2,000. gas generator, which we purchased using the one van in our extended clan still 1/8th full of gas. However, having purchased the generator (off a truck, out of a Sears parking lot, brought north by enterprising fellows from South Carolina), we found we could not find the heavy-duty electrical cables needed to connect the machine to our homes, nor even a large jerry-can in which to collect the fuel needed to start it up.

So, we are–two self-identifying-middle-class Teaneck families comprising some 6 adults and two children, one of us with a broken foot, one of us with painful kidney stones, another without teeth–still without power.

At our local bistro–the Fairmount Eats diner, which a Greek and Egyptian pair opened about a year ago–we showed up the day after Sandy, only to find Nick and Tariq also in the dark and frantically manning their cell phones in search of a huge generator . . . somewhere, anywhere at all, on the east coast.

By Thursday evening, the immense food lockers chilled only by scarce dry ice, Fairmount had finally found an ambulance-sized 150kw generator in Manassas, Virginia. Getting it north to New Jersey required further machinations. Finally, Tariq hired a flatbed truck and driver out of New York City, and dispatched them south. Four days after the storm, the diner is keeping an entire section of powerless Hackensack fed and warm, but every “four-top” at the restaurant has a tale to tell of extraordinary shock, survival and incredulity in the face of the region’s “return to the 1970s.”

It is incomprehensible to us that, in 2012, we are once again looking at gas rationing, a cash-only “economy,” shuttered grocery stores, a police presence mobilized solely to prevent altercations among those awaiting scarce resources . . . and an ongoing news black-out for people stranded in houses without heat, light and media.

This is no longer The First World, I can tell you.

One Fairmount diner, Debbie, a young Business faculty member from Little Ferry, along with her four-year-old Calico cat, Gema, was rescued at 3 in the morning on Tuesday, October 30th, brought out of her apartment via first boat, then school bus, to safety. Her town and nearby Moonachie flooded dramatically–something no one foresaw in advance–but Debbie is now staying with her parents in Teaneck.

All are now equally “powerless,” however.

In Hackensack, at the Fairmount, Debbie’s story is just one of hundreds told me today, as staff and customers alike struggle to comprehend how we’ve come to this sad pass, and how we’re going to avoid revisiting this new dystopian version of America.

Before Mayor Bloomberg cancelled the NYC Marathon–it wasn’t exactly rocket science, Mike, but that’s how tone-deaf so many “at the top” have been to our ongoing plight here–and before Governor Christie took on board the fact that polling places might well be dark on election day and drew up some contingency plans involving heated government vehicles equipped with power and computer links, my husband and I used what gas we had left in my small SUV to make our way through the urban moonscape of Hackensack . . . to go vote.

Even that we found spectacularly difficult.

The County Clerk’s office was manned by a skeleton crew handing out ballots, and we had to phone Dean’s mother in Florida to find out what hours the building would be open.

I’ll let that sink in: We had to phone Dean’s mother in The Villages, Florida, because we could get no information closer to home.

We located the building, parked illegally, and persevered when we found the front door locked.

In a huge darkened government building we and a diverse group of some 50 residents of Bergen County filled out our ballots and then walked up–those of us who could–the three flights of stairs to deliver them to the powers that be. Dean and I took up ballots for several disabled citizens unable to scale those stairs (not strictly legal though, thank God, in the event we were permitted to function as delivery personnel for our not-so-able-bodied neighbors).

We were not about to let Sandy add disenfranchisement to all “her” other insults, though many people we’ve spoken to are simply unable even to think about voting for the time being: the stranded elderly and ill, hungry children, and long, impossible commutes to work come first and foremost in their minds.

So, here we are, very much as we were in the 1970s during the so-called “Gas Crisis”: without power, and without a voice; waiting on rescuers and support from local, county, state and federal offices with which we have no direct or even second-hand contact; dependent upon the kindness of strangers.

Friends in Teaneck whose power has already been restored have taken us in as refugees, or we would still be sleeping in a cold, dark house, and facing freezing temperatures and another storm system in the week ahead.

Ironically, when we did at last reach an automated line at our utility, PSE&G, we were told our power HAD been restored. I’m here to tell you what it felt like to take in that intelligence.

I have THIS to say, loud and clear, to Governor Christie and to all other science-denying and FEMA-disparaging members of Christie’s party, the Republicans: 1) Climate Change is real; 2) Several so-called “Hundred-Year Storms” per annum are now a given; 3) In this region and, in fact, all over this country, we need new, 21st-century infrastructure, a smart grid, alternative energy sources and emergency management able to meet the needs of the times, as opposed to the needs of 1940 and 1970.

I’m not sure what it will take for “The Party of No” to get on board. Perhaps if the well-lit houses hereabouts where foreign-born crews are now blowing leaves went dark, cold and powerless, the rest of us would not be left in the bitter lurch.

PS Since we here have little fuel, are unable to send emails, and have only sporadic cell phone service, perhaps those of you in the rest of America (or even in Port-au-Prince and Copenhagen) could send a tweet out to Washington DC on our behalf? We’re powerless here, and we shouldn’t be.

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Elizabeth Boleman-Herring, Publishing-Editor of “Weekly Hubris,” considers herself an Outsider Artist (of Ink). The most recent of her 15-odd books is The Visitors’ Book (or Silva Rerum): An Erotic Fable, now available in a third edition on Kindle. Thirty years an academic, she has also worked steadily as a founding-editor of journals, magazines, and newspapers in her two homelands, Greece, and America. Three other hats Boleman-Herring has at times worn are those of a Traditional Usui Reiki Master, an Iyengar-Style Yoga teacher, a HuffPost columnist and, as “Bebe Herring,” a jazz lyricist for the likes of Thelonious Monk, Kenny Dorham, and Bill Evans. (Her online Greek travel guide is still accessible at www.GreeceTraveler.com, and her memoir, Greek Unorthodox: Bande a Part & A Farewell To Ikaros, is available through www.GreeceInPrint.com.) Boleman-Herring makes her home with the Rev. Robin White; jazz trumpeter Dean Pratt (leader of the eponymous Dean Pratt Big Band); Calliope; and Scout . . . in her beloved Up-Country South Carolina, the state James Louis Petigru opined was “too small for a republic and too large for an insane asylum.” (Author Photos by Robin White. Author Head Shot Augment: René Laanen.)

4 Comments

  • Anita Sullivan

    Elizabeth — I hope you are reading this in your own warm and light-filled house. Thanks for all the detail about this wretched ordeal. I think about science fiction that describes the world after the power finally goes off (esp. ‘Little Big’ by John Crowley) Our power was out 3 days last spring while it was still cold. We are now making preparations for greater self-sufficiency (a small wood-burning stove for cooking made by a local company, solar-powered flashlights, lots of water, oil lamps (not kerosene), a working fireplace.) Here in Eugene we have pretty functioning neighborhood groups that are well aware that we’re all on our own when disaster strikes. In the end, we all depend on one another. We need a return of the concept of “The Commons”!!

  • eboleman-herring

    Anita, the power went on–just prior to the next storm, tomorrow–this evening in Teaneck. What so dispirits me was how Teaneckers behaved during this crisis: everyone for her- himself, really (except one of our neighbors). Having lived elsewhere in the US, I found this especially disheartening. Little sense of “The Commons” hereabouts. Tonight, I know that half of nearby Englewood is STILL without heat and light, and we’re expecting freezing winds and snow tomorrow night. I can only hope that citizens will lobby for change once the immediate danger is past, but in the Tristate, everyone is rushing about non-stop trying to hold down several jobs/feed children that I have little hope “we all” will become citizen-lobbyists. I also have little hope our fragile infrastructure’s even up to tomorrow’s Nor’easter.

  • John Idol

    Dear Elizabeth,

    HURRICANE FRAN HIT HILLSBOROUGH AND LEFT US W/O POWERFUL FOR OVER A WEEK. MARGIE FELL ON RAIN-SLICK TILE IN FOYER AND HAD TO BE TAKEN TO CHAPEL HILL FOR TREATMENT OF BRUISED
    BACK. WE THOUGHT WE HAD IT ROUGH, BUT YOUR TROUBLES ARE FAR WORSE. WE HOPE THE SCIENCE-DENYING CROWD IS JARRED AWAY BY
    SANDY. I’VE DONATED TO THE RELIEF FUND AND HOPE THAT SOME
    GOOD COMES YOUR WAY FROM IT.
    LOVE, JOHN

  • eboleman-herring

    Thank you and bless you, John. I look at the accounts of what happened to Staten Island, and what is still happening vis-a-vis the thousands up here w/o power, heat, food, etc., and I KNOW that not only were we not ready for Sandy, we will not be ready for the Sons of Sandy. A new feature in “Vanity Fair” lays out the facts: Manhattan will be under water in 90 years time, among many other truths.